a scar in the sky

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2006-01-22T16:09:00.002-08:00

Just turn around and walk away you don't have to live like this if you love me still then stay don't keep me waiting for that final kiss we can work together through this test or we can work through it apart i just need to get this off my chest that you will always have my heart

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2006-01-22T16:09:00.001-08:00

illegal un!!

2006-01-14T17:49:00.000-08:00

Dapat bang gawing legal ang jueteng? may isang Mayor sa isang lalawigan sa Luzon, dapat gawing legal ang jueteng dahil mawawalan ng trabaho yung mga kubrador kung tuluyang susupilin ang jueteng. Ano namang klasang lohika mayroon itong mga Mayor na ito? Dapat bang gawing legal ang murder dahil mawawalan ng trabaho ang mga bayarang assasin? Dapat bang gawing legal ang graft and corruption dahil mawawalan ng kita ang mga katulad nilang corrupt?

im cough sniff f.king sick..

2006-01-02T12:07:00.000-08:00

waa. wuts happening?! am i going to die with this condition. nu uh.. i havent been online since the eve of jan 1. oh well. i guess cant stand up ang get near the computer coz' i might spread the virus. waha. funneh. waa. my ged. i miss him soo damn much. my phone. my friends. haha stupid lyf. im sick. im sick. im getting dizzy when i turn my head clockwise. or counter clockwise. wut the hell? i need a quarter pounder. waha. dmenneit. cant express the feeling that i finally had my hands on the keyboard. waa!! ching ching ching. *ehem* thats the effects. from now on im loving itchy worms. haha!! *akin ka na lng!!* it kinda raks. haha chicosci!! love the vocalist! <3>

12/30/05 *my last p0em f0r 2005.. hehe >.<

2005-12-29T19:13:00.000-08:00

Every thing I touch goes black Dark as pitch, color never to come back Day dies and is replaced by night Light is drained and pulled out of sight As far as I can see there is no light to follow No moon to let off a silvery glow No sun to announce the beginning of tomorrow Life vanishes and death is what replaces Vibrancy and joy are stolen And all that's left are empty spaces His voice gives fear His eyes blood red He knows not love But lives in hate instead What is he to others? He is their demise He is what kills on a moonless night The tears that they cry Who else can put themselves in my place? Who else can stare into deaths cold hard face? Whether or not you want to Let your mind unbend For you know as well as I do That your life will inevitably end.

12/28/05

2005-12-27T23:50:00.000-08:00

its been a m0nth i guess. haii.

wala lng

2005-12-22T19:18:00.000-08:00

haha!! my back hurts! d0nt kn0w why!! wee!!! la lng.. b0ring sa bhay! nkakal0ka! my ged.. haii.. bkt ndeh xia 0nlyn ngun?! kains!! garr.. nweii.. nu bah? aalis kmeh t0dei! pnta kme sumwhere in quez0n cty.. ndeh nlng kaia ak0 sumama? pra sumh0w.. mahuli k0 xiang 0nlyn! yak! prng p0lis!! haha! wutta spelling! hmm.. isang malaking takas it0ng gngwa k0! hehe!! pasaway tlga kht kelan!! yiee!! i t0tally l0ve puddle 0f mud!! paksht! ang lng nla!! ka l0ka!! haii.. miss k0 na avila.. s0obra!! si inay! si bckm8 k0! si sis!! si kiray!! si alex! si nic0le!! si paltik!! si tiny!! si br0sia!! si free!! si bs!! si kumag!! si t0rt0ile!! haii.. 0h well.. hve t0 w8 2 weeks pahh.. tma bah?? ai ewan! bhla nah!! pg pas0k.. 0nting aral.. tp0s... praktis f0r cheering!! wah0o!! la lng!! yakk heard the w0rd em0 again.. la lng.. kktuwa!! hala? baliw!! my ged.. ay0k0 nah!!

yon

2005-12-21T21:01:00.000-08:00

haii! atlast! ntpos dn ang aking blog. its not that nice.. unlike the previous setting. pro i thnk its kinda cool. FOR ME! soo just leave ur comments or suggestions down there! ++> tnx!

2005-11-19T18:02:00.000-08:00

haii..kausap ko xia ngun..nice.. garr.. X]

2005-11-19T02:36:00.000-08:00

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2005-11-08T13:13:00.000-08:00

:: 11+ o8+ o5 ::
:: 9 : 46 pm ::

i dunn0 wut happened but this p0em just p0pped 0ut 0f my mind..

When I thought that I lost all sense of hope
And I thought there's nothing else that I could cope
With the help of an absolute stranger
I'm going to try one more time, even if puts me in danger
I know it's hard,but I'm going to be strong
I'm going to try harder to hold on
I'm not going to look at what happened yesterday
But I'm looking at my life ahead and each day I'll pray
Dear stranger,
Thank youI felt how much you had to go through
That it self mustered up my courage
To fight the world,'cause your words are the ones that encouraged
It's not easy for me to open up my heart'cause deep inside
I'm tearing apart
I'm going to try once again
No more games,no more pretend
Tears,please don't fall from my eye
Heart,please don't let me have that feeling to die
I want the strength in me to fight
So that I could sleep through the night and wake up to see light..
Dearest stranger,I'm taking it one day at a time
I assure you,one day happiness will be mine
You've given me a quarter of my heart back to me
Delicately I'll catch it in my arms for the whole world to see
That I'm still my own teen,with a child at heart
And no one can tear me down apart
One day at a time, half a step each day
I'll gather all the strength in me,and put my troubles away..
I'm sure u get alot of people thanking you
For being who you are...a person so true
But for the bottom of my broken heart,dearest friend
I'm going to keep thanking you till the end..

2005-11-08T05:28:00.000-08:00

BAGONG PINTURA

++>> CONCRETE SAM <<++

2005-10-22T17:07:00.000-07:00

Q.C. is known for harboring a lot of up and coming bands, but amidst the growing population of bands, out comes Concrete Sam, begging to differ. Their ability to rise above the stereotypes of today's local music scene sets them apart, and puts them on a whole new stage, and a different area altogether. Composed of Macky (vocals), Choko (guitars), Glenn (bass), Chris (guitars) and Don (Drums), they are impossible to miss out and definitely a sight to see, onstage or off. Full of energy, Concrete Sam is packed with tunes that will set you on a high the minute they start, and leave you wanting for more the moment they end. Northside softcore is one thing this band could brag about, whereas many strive to further latch away from the pop-punk bandwagon, but at the end of the day, they are simply just boys getting together to cunningly execute perfectly assembled rock music.Concrete Sam is at their best when they rock out completely, check out the gigs, they are an experience all on their own.

3.21.05

2005-10-03T04:27:00.000-07:00

im convincing myself yes, i'll find someone new
i wont be alone and i wont be with you
you're waiting for me to come back to your side
but no not this time im keeping my pride!
so good by forever i'll be on my way
it's gonna take time but i'll be okay
i'm giving up on loving you
i cant take the pain you've put me through
deep down i know the feelings are always there
maybe someday you will care
at least for now i can hide my pain
i know if i don't, ill go insane
our time apart has made me realize
there is no second chance when it comes to guys
i almost had you back one time
but of course, you changed your mind
the many excuses that you have told
are getting lame and really old
we never talk any more
its like a room to your life and you've slammed the door
it hurts to know you've shut me out
now i know what love is all about
you're happy then you cry and cry
where there was truth becomes all lies all in
all it never ends for good
but then again, who thought it would?

2005-09-15T02:36:00.000-07:00

haii..wut just happened?! uaa!! cant help but t0 cry!! why shud it happen? its better off that way?! cant they understand?! im l0sing grip! i need them bck!! but pride 0verc0mes..it cr0sses thr0ugh the veins and exists the brain..*muffle*..n0 rem0rse, n0 regret, and n0 ap0logy..can we figure this 0ut s0meh0w? s0meday?! why c0uldn't they , by h0ok 0r by cr0ok, jss take 0ff their smugness? many questi0ns..left unrecipr0cated..*grins*... 4.4 ..sheesh..0ne lil dilemma..bec0mes abig crisis!! uaa!! sh0uld we be the first 0ne t0 act c0ntrite?..sh0uld we?? we c0uld d0 it..if theres just one g0od rationale!! why sh0uldnt we? its our blunder afterall..haii..cant help just t0 think ab0ut it..it gets inferior everyday..i h0pe and pray it w0uld be o.k..i just cant really take it n0 m0re..oh well..lets just w8 f0r the c0nsequence.. 4.4

scars

2005-09-09T20:07:00.000-07:00

Haven’t you had enough of my brain
It’s on the table I’ve got no more to say
If I bore you get out of my way
This one’s for you
So cut me a break cause I can’t wait
I’m the same I was when we first met
And now I feel you’re pulling away
So just give me the word
And I’ll leave today
But if you want me to I’ll be the one for you
Maybe I can save your life
At times you’ve hated me, ain’t that how love should be
So just let me save your life
There’s a line formed you can’t see
I’ve been waiting you give nothing for free
But there’s a yearning it’s deep and calm
And time has burnt me
So cut me a break cause I can’t wait
I’m the same I was when we first met
And now I feel you’re pulling away
So just give me the word
And I’ll leave today
Yes I’ll leave today
But if you want me to I’ll be the one for you
Maybe I can save your life
At times you’ve hated me, ain’t that how love should be
So just let me save your life
Don’t you know me
I’m helpless without you
I watched you sleep so I could dream of you
If you want me to I’ll be the one for you
Maybe I…
At times you’ve hated me, ain’t that how love should be
So just let me save your life

sumthn buZZ me 0ff!!*

2005-08-27T04:42:00.000-07:00

In my eyes, people can't seem to see anything because my eyes are covered up by tears. I am constantly hurt and depressed... No one seems to understand how i feel because everyone is scared to get close to me... I long to be able to reach out and tell someone everything, all of my problems... But i have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to want to hear what i have to say. i've been hurt many times that i don't seem to have any tears left to shed, or if i do, they're an endless river flowing... iv'e started to hide and bottle up all of my problems and feelings, hoping that maybe they will just go away... i want company, but at the same time, i'm scared of it. mY sanctuary is my room where i can just be alone and try to throw away all of my aching pains. i'm dark and mysterious and people like me for that reason. Even if think i'm all by myself in the dark, someone is always there yo be with me. i'm special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards me, but they're afraid of how i'll take it. i'll just get 0ut more and enjoy life because, it is far too long to frown my way through :)

testing

2005-08-26T21:47:00.000-07:00

testing

a scar in the sky

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illegal un!!

im *cough* *sniff* f.king sick..

12/30/05 *my last p0em f0r 2005.. hehe >.<

12/28/05

wala lng

*yon*

++>> CONCRETE SAM <<++

3.21.05

*scars*

**sumthn buZZ me 0ff!!***

testing

im cough sniff f.king sick..

yon

scars

sumthn buZZ me 0ff!!*